Do We Try or Should We Just Say Goodbye?

I've been thinking of "Paki" lately. As a girl who had always believed in fairy tales, I often catch myself being drowned by illusion and unsolicited faith.

My "reality check" always bounces and it's hard to get a real score. Too many unanswered questions...

My friend Chikki introduced me to a song that summarizes what I'm feeling now. It's from an Anime Movie - I think "Visions of Escaflowne". I wish that this song will reach him...

VECTOR

Told myself for a long time

don't go there

you will only be sorry

Told myself so many times

I just had to take a look

in those faraway eyes...

In them I saw a longing

for something

Maybe I couldn't give you

Said it's all in my mind

"It ain't nothing"

Don't say that

Don't say that

darling no

Don't say anything at all

Because I've seen it now

Can't pretend anymore

"It ain't nothing"

*Chorus*

Do you know what I mean?

And have you seen it too?

Do you know what I mean?

Do you know?

And I'll do anything

Just tell me what it means

Cause I can't live in doubt anymore

Do we try or should we

just say goodbye

(Instrumental)

If you'd rather be somewhere

that's not here

then you just gotta tell me

Cause there's so much more to life,

than pretending

Don't you know

Don't you know

darling for you

I'd do anything at all

I wanna be with you

but that look in your eyes

tells me something

*Chorus repeat*

I wanna know

can you tell me

I wanna know

will you tell me

is it hello

is it good bye

I gotta know

won't you tell me

I gotta know

you can tell me

is it hello

or just goodbye

I gotta know

can you tell me

I gotta know

will you tell me

is it hello

is it goodbye

I gotta know

won't you tell me

I gotta know

You can tell me

is it hello

is it goodbye