Your Love Has The Power

Soul searching...

Here's my heart-felt creation...

Complete with melodies to give life to it...

I wish you can hear me sing...

Humbly I come to your presence

Broken and wounded I stand

Feeling the loneliness inside

Not knowing where to go

Not knowing where to hide

But you came

And took my fears away

You promise that you'd stay with me

You offered your love to me

Your love has the power to change me

Your love has the power to move me

Touch this broken heart and make it whole once more

There is power in your love for me

Your love has the power to change me

Your love has the power to move me

Restore this broken life and make it whole once more

There is power in your love to me

There's a Danger In Loving Somebody Too Much...

I thought I had it all figured out...

I thought I'm just doing fine...

But I'm not... I'm caught in a whirlpool... A dangerous one.

I've had my share of romance - most of them nurtured in my mind. I was too afraid to show how I really feel because I've been bumped and bruised badly in the past for being so open about my feelings. Honesty equates to aggressiveness in our norm. I took the risk before and I didn't get good results. But I'm still confused because now, even in my silence, I am still hurting... and I think much more.

I had always believed in willing the highest good. A lot of times I had to sacrifice my happiness if I know that someone will be affected negatively with my actions. I am so afraid that my actions and my words reveal secrets I have kept. I feel so guilty and I don't like what it is doing to me.

But how can one stop the heart from falling in love with someone who can't be mine? He is already committed - with a big "Unavailable" sign written all over him. Everyday is a struggle because I want to show him my love but my mind kept on reminding me he already belongs to someone else.

I never expected this to happen. My first impression of him is not impressive. But as the days went by, I see a tremendous amount of gentleness and care in this man, drawing me closer and closer to him. It's actually the simple things that he does that creates a mark in my heart. I just wanted to shout out to the world that hey, there is a man who deserves to be appreciated much.

I don't know how long I can love in secrecy. If one would have a dark secret, this will probably be mine. There's a danger in loving somebody too much... I admit, I don't know how to handle this.

Maybe if I would finally have the guts to let him know how I feel, I hope I will survive. He touched my life in a very special way - and I still want that blissfulness to linger...

And to him, thank you... You made my life real...